happy one month anniversary, my whole meaning of love.
can't express how lucky i have been for eight months with you by my side, seven months with you and now one month married to you. i know it's not a lot compared to a lifetime but i promise i will always love you and give you the best of me. i know that words are not enough to tell you about my love and i try as much as i can to express myself through words but there are just so many feelings running through my body when we're together. it almost feels like everything is right in the world.
things that make me fall for you every day...
the touch.
i dont know why i love it so much but i know i do, i love the way you touch me and the way my skin feels against yours when we hold hands when we kiss or when we hug. it warms my heart to see you smile when we sleep together or when you ask me to kiss you. i love you in every way possible and i want you to be happy. i'm sorry i'm selfish at times and i promise i love you with my whole heart.
the feeling.
yes, i still get the same feeling with you since the day i started to fall in love with you. i repeat the fact that i was absolutely broken and i didn't know what i was doing. i was completely lost and i was so over everything. you came in and you saved me, you pulled me out of that whole situation and taught me how to love. you taught me that by being myself i would have you. thank you for being my whole meaning of love and having my back whenever i need you. know that you have my heart and it is completely yours.
the laughs.
bro, honestly, i could be having the worse day my nigga and you always find a way to make me laugh. OH HELL NO SHE AIN'T. i know we have been through some rough days because of some cof cof annoying bitches but you know i would never leave your side. i would never even dream about having anyone else by my side as a partner, a best friend and truly the love of my life the way you are. you get ahold of me every day and you ALWAYS make my day better with no exceptions. i need you my love, today and always.
the comfort.
it is as if everything stopped every time you laugh at me, it is as if everything stops so you can smile. the sound of your voice in the morning makes me happy, the way you hug me... it's heaven. i find comfort in you that i would have never been able to find it in someone else. your arms is my home and in between them is where i truly feel safe. your arms are my home and i'm so thankful for them every freaking day. thank you for making me the happiest woman in the world.
THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU...
we haven't been married for so long but for this short period of time you have been (not surprisingly) amazing towards me. you were accepting when i told you i was pregnant and i will never forget the yes that was said up on that altar. on that very day, our souls were combined and our heart is now one. i wonder what god was thinking when he created you, i wonder if he knew everything i would need, because he made all my dreams come true. when god made you, he must've been thinking about me. every night when i lay in bed with you, i am reminded that i am by far the luckiest girl. the luckiest to be loved by you, the luckiest to wake up next to you every day, the luckiest to being able to create a family right by your side WITH you. you are the one person who always showed me what family is about and i will never forget that. you have always given me your shoulder to cry on and you have always helped me get through things i would never get through alone. i need you my love. once again, you are my everything.
i promise to...
always try to make you laughbe with you in sickness and in healthlove you 'till death do us partlevar cafézinho quentinho da manhã na camaspoil you the most i canalwas give you sweet kisses hold your hand when things don't go as plannedhave your back even when you don't need ithelp you always with no exceptionsremind you that you are an amazing human beingkeep your heart next to mineremind you that i'm always by your sidebe your safe place as much as you're mine
again:
i just want to thank you and remind you of what you are and what you have become to me. i don't ever believe i am going to be deserving of your love, yet you always seem to prove me wrong and tell me that i am very special. thank you for the daily reminders that i'm special but truly, i'm not the special one in the relationship. you taught me what it is to be in love, what it is to love and how it feels to be loved. and damn it, it's a lovely feeling. so many people out there don't have their soulmates and i have mine right here with me and GOD how am i lucky to do that. you brought me back to life, made me feel alive and honestly became the tear in my heart and the only person who can always make me feel alive when i've felt every single piece of me leave my body. i know that we have been through a lot and look how greately we have grown together. you teach me a little more every day and i am eternally greateful for everything you did, do and have done for me. i truly don't deserve you and i feel as if i never will. however, thank you for being my husband and being by my side and protecting me always. i know that i will never give up if i have you on my side. i used to say i want to die before i'm older but because of you i might think twice...
i can't help, falling in love...
with
Y O U.
with all my love,
camila mendes,
deborah ann ryan,
zendaya colemann,
maria julia trindade,
emeraude toubia,
SINCERELY
YOUR WIFE.